Wednesday, August 31, 2005
I miss you.
Happy Teacher's Day to all teachers in the world! :D School was waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay fun today(: Had celebration! The dance by the dance club was so fab! Hahah, I like theirs the most! Hahah, some sec2 class one was hilarious. The whole group of us there couldn't stop laughing. The student councilors one was
BOUNCAYE! -looks at bestaye. 4e was good too(: I realised actually our school got quite a few great dancers aye! Hahah, the way they sway their ass, WHAOO!
After school, went to have lunch with Nettey POO & Sassy POO! Hahaha, ate mos again. Home, piano, home, online! :D Oh, by the way, I know how to play Giga already(: Like finally after dontknow many gazillion years, roflol.
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REPLIESBESTAYE } Yknow what is accidentially anot! Hahah, I had so much fun at school today leh. Hahha, ii lurb chew (high voice). ii lurbb chew (low voice). How 'bout that?!! Hahha, dating dating dating x) Roflol. BOUNCAYE PEOPLE DANCING AYE? Heh.
mr yile nice(: } Hurrr. Nice ah? I'm the nicest :D YAY. I can't message anymore 'cos I'm left with another probably 50 more free smses till next month's 14. UGH!
CHERYL } Hahah, okie dokie! After the sept holidays lah okay? (: WHEE DO YOU STILL WANT YOUR MAGIC SWEETS 'COS ITS BLARDEE TEMPTING! Lol.
It's tearing me up inside.
; stick with you
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
I'll remember all our promises & 'used to be's.
HOHOHO! Escaped from school today with Sassy POO, TEEHEE :D Sassy POO just left my house after hearing some shocking news. Hahah, I'm bored! Alright, anyway bestaye said that half the class didn't attend school today. & I guess the reason was because of the art proj. Mine is so screwed lah, but ohwell.
I've finally finished my 120 N'level maths qns! :D Ok was supposed to hand up yesterday but I couldn't finish so I didn't hand up. Mrs Ong is so gonna skin me alive if she finds out. :
I MISS BUDDY A LOT. Umpteen textes, ignored. She went MIA ): RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :
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I wanna go.. ): BE NICE TODAY! -points above.
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REPLIESsauyan } HOHOHO, you're missed by me too! Haha, I'll see you around at school.. soon ok! :D
steph } Hahaha, yeah yeah! I don't think we're the only ones like this. I find it so contradicting, agree? Heh, but haiya, there's nothing that I can do to change right. Hahha, love you tooooo! :D
serene } SERENE APPEAR WHEN? I miss you! Meet up soon ok! Better study hard for your papers yeah - be like ME :D Roflol, love you(:
BESTAYE } I almost typed
BEASTAYE. Hahah, anyway, I love you too :D YAY we need to go dating soon ok! We can just say whatever we want when we're alone, hahah!
mr yile nice(: } SO THIS IS THE WAY YOU BE NICE LAH?! Hahah, okay lor. ROLL EYES!
CHERYL } Hahah ok(: You really wanna go ah?!!! :D Heh love you heaps!
Just the sound of your voice makes my heart melt, oh boy(:
; stick with you
Sunday, August 28, 2005
I gotta shake it off 'cos the loving ain't the same
TAKE MY SUFFERING AWAY RIGHT NOW :\ I ate the wrong med last night & now I've got allergy. My whole eye is swollen like hamburger. It was so bad last night so I went to see the doctor. How irritating.
I'm home alone again! :D Damn happy lah(: I'll stick my ass onto the chair & do my proj all day. Aircon's on & people are singing for me! YaYiE!
BE NICE & MAKE A DIFFERENCE TODAY,
WRITE A TESTIMOMO FOR GLYNIS(: I only ask you to write one leh.
OR EVEN, COMMENT IN HER COMMENT BOX WITH KIND, CARING WORDS.
LET HER KNOW YOU LOVE HER MORE THAN YESTERDAY :D
OR YOU COULD DONATE CASH TO THE GLYNIS FUND - SHE'S QUITE IN NEED OF THAT.
& TO ALL THOSE WHO STILL OWE HER A PRESENT (DONT FORGET, SHE WAS FOURTEEN A WEEK OR SO AGO), PLEASE GET SOMETHING(NOT CRAP AH) FOR HER, SHE'D LOVE YOU HEAPS FOR THAT.
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REPLIES!
cheryl } Yeah I love butterflies! :D YAY it's time to catch butterflies! :D
rolrol } I love you rol(: Yeah we'll talk soon ok Got a lot to update you about hur! :D
yile } Heh, I'm Miss Glynis NICE :D YAY told you I'm nice :D I'm the nicest(:
TINGSHAN } Hey babe, thanks yeah(: I'm better already! :D
STEPH } I can't be bothered now (: I've got you & my friend, why should I bother so much, right? Ok I'm saying this but I wonder if I'm doing it. Ugh ):
XIN } Hahah, I'm so power aye! Heh, I wanna go there & scream my throat out! Hahah you better study hard ok! I know you're working, I saw you studying with a friend the other night at compass! :D Take lotsa care aye, don't fall ill while studying hard! Love you, sweets.
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You're making me love you more, God.
Just because of Your great love(:
; stick with you
Friday, August 26, 2005
Nothing's changing, can it get any better?
Mom's gonna murder me if she finds out that I'm using the comp instead of resting in bed. Ok, I'm sick lah! Ugh spoil my weekends. I'm tearing for nothing. UGH!
I've got so much undone. Maths/Chinese/Art proj not done,
stupid things &
stupid people bothers me a lot now. Days ain't getting any better, it's not gonna get me anywhere. I'm so tired of everything, I feel like giving up.
Mrs Ong told me not to give up(:
Ok I was being very random & my mind is not working so I'll just shoot whatever is in my head.
I dreamt about
her last night. Omg, it's totally out of point & I dreamt about it. Ugh, it's been so long &
she appeared in my dreams! & the dream was hilarious lah ok. It will never come true, I mean really it will never. I feel stupid!
Punggol End with me, anyone? I need to talk, scream, cry. Just everything lah ):
REPLIESxue* } your magic sweets are with me! :D
UOYEVOLI } I heart you tons babe!(: WHEE! The happy smiley face!
I don't like that smile on your face when you receive a sms or a phone call.Cos I admit I'm frikkin' jealous & I know who's that bus-tard.that bus-tard that torn my heart lah. shit you.
; stick with you
Thursday, August 25, 2005
I surrender just to hear your voice
Nothing's gonna make the reality change. While the new one comes, the old one goes (: Go on & sing
'kai bu liao kou' in class, go on & ask me about
JAYJAYJAY. I'll be strong, I promised UOYEVOLI that I'll be & I will prove to the world that I'm
not a weakling :)
School's ok (: I failed the second part of my english paper & Miss Sek mentioned about my mistakes
twice. Irritating. Stupid assembly ended late & we were dismissed at 2.45pm? Around there I guess. After that went home to shower, meet bestaye, triciaaaaaaa & yj. I bought plenty sweets :) I bought magic sweets for Cheryl, some coffee japanese sweet & mentos for myself :) YAY yj bought that mixing sweet for me at mini toons! :D Bestaye bought her brown bag, happy her.
The land & owner - they make a very cute couple.I love them both - excuse me, a lot, I meant! :D:DTalking to Cheryl & bestaye is coooooooooooooool :D Hahah we're all under retardation :D I love <3
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REPLIES!jaclyn } hello biggest idiot in the whole universe :D see ya at school tmr idiot. (nevertheless, I love you still <3)
yile(: } hey sweets. haha you're in my contacts yknow. Hahah I so agree with what you say lah! :D Hahah we'll talk soon aights. YAY thanks yeah! :D & i'll always remember what you said in that comment. I'm breakdowning because of things that I've gone through but I hadn't learn my lessons. I'm learning, I'm growing. Hmmm :
xue* } Hello sweetie. (: Hahah yeah annie ong :D WHEE! You add oil too :) Better study though gf is there. Hahah! Enjoy!
steph } hahah hello pretty! we'll talk again aights. I love you a lot lah babe!
peifen } hello sister! :D
SARAH L. aka baobei } yknow what? I went to haloscan.com then I realised you commented but it didn't publish? Hahah, silly comment ok. Make it a habit to! Like chanel! :D I love you sarah L. :D Ok mrs sarah C. / miss sarah L. / miss sarah Y. (Y for young) Don't forget about our monthly kBox-ing :D
Why don't we just bid our goodbyes here):
; stick with you
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
One last try before I give up.
Alright, proper post.
RESULTS! (I'm here to boast, here to boast!)
English - 15.5/25Maths - 26/50Bio - 17/25Chem - 4.5/25Chinese - 25.5/50Literature - 16/25Social S. - 20/25YAY FOR ME :D I'm happier with the results. Zel is suffering now HAHA she got papers tmr :D I got 120 maths qns to do, I'm done with the first 40. YAY.
Xiaowei & I got the same nick, haha.
Love-sickers? Roflol.
; stick with you
I just wished we never met
So I won't be feeling so broken now
I don't know what is it that we both want. You wanna lead your very happy life & I want my happy life & be with you. I mean, not the status but as long as we're close like sardines, I won't mind. I've decided, I won't ever ever try the next time 'cos I know you can't be bothered, you won't try. Why should I always be the one trying when you're not doing anything. I'm giving up, I'm letting go. Maybe she's the one for you, she's the one you want all the time. She might be the one replacing
her. Don't ask me not to be sensitive cos I am. I've always been this way, nothing changes. Don't ask me not to ask why 'cos I've more than one why to ask you, but I refused to.
It's the pain you caused that I'm feeling. You never thought of how I felt hur? You never wonder how is it gonna be like. & jay reminds me of you so bad ): I've stopped being jay-siao 'cos I don't wanna be reminded of you & the pain. Jay stopped singing to me during recess, your name stopped appearing in my cell screen, tears start flowing & never end. I keep telling myself not to give up but looking at the situation now, I can't.
I'm shattered into million pieces &
you don't know, you don't care.
I'm lost, come back to me.
I'm stuckedd here, save me.
Life's a bitch without you now ):
REPLIESsteph } hey love, thanks a lot yeah! :D Cheer up too aights! Talk again soon <3
alvina } thanks dear, for the talk. Hah love you <3
chanel } I know you love me & I know you make an effort to tell me that everyday by abusing me & commenting here :D I know I know, don't deny bestaye. I love you too <3
steff } yeah you too
UOYEVOLI } love, thanks alot yes? We needa talk soon ok. I still got a lot to tell you lahhhhhhhhhh :)
xue* } I miss CHEWWWWWWWWWWWWWW too! :D Hahah please peep in to mrs annie ong's homeroom whenever you walk pass cos everytime chanel & I look at you, wanting to be nice & say hi, you never look in ): Hahah, we're sitting right at the back lah :D
michelle } hello <3
joanna } beloved i've got more than alot to tell you now ): talk real soon ok.
Now all you can do is to say
don't think too much.
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; stick with you
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Torn & tattered
Broken & faded
Yknow days haven’t been good ): Tears never end & I realised people who promised to be there weren’t there anymore. Happiness used to fill me but now it’s gone. I can’t laugh I can’t smile. All I can do is sulk & think about you, stupidly.
Birthday’s celebration was a pretty normal one, just like any other outing with da grrls. kBox-ed, movie-d, true&dare-d :) Took neos too. Very random lah. Just that.. Dearest was there & bestaye wasn’t. :\ Watched maid. I almost scream die dearest. HAHA good for her. Part of the punishment. Heh heh who ask her late for so long. Oh well, shan’t blame her though. Ok so we went bishan after that. True&dare-d. DEAREST, PINK COLOUR PINK COLOUR PINK COLOUR!
Morning went to the children’s home. Cleaned up :) Had a lot of fun though it’s damn tiring. Hahah, yakun-ed after that! :D Nice man! :D Met girlfriend again later at 4. Met yj & tricia with yj’s bro. Hahah, they so look alike lah. Hahah, so girlfriend was late for half an hour. Talked & all. Walked around. Girlfriend was being nice & she walked me home! But after that we walked back ‘cos Mim wants me to meet them for dinner. HAHA girlfriend was using my camera like snap nonstop. Hahah retarded man, I’ll load them soon. :)
CLASS PHOTO! :) Jasmit is sending them to me nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :D:D:D:D:D:D
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It’s amazing how you want me & don’t want me at the same time. The way you deal with this is so incorrigible that I can see through your lies baby. I don’t know how you managed to do it but I’ve seen you trying hard to hide those lies. No use hiding, I’ve found out. Now the only resort is goodbye. & I don’t wish to. I wished I could turn back time & not give you away cos.. I’ve fallen. Without you, my heart starts to cry. You took my soul away & didn’t return ): I want you by my side, make it right again. Come home soon.
I feel so empty when you’re not here.
I feel so restless without you.
I feel like something is missing.
I feel that life is purposeless without you.
I feel that you're so important to me.
You’re someone that I cherish a lot
You're someone that I need
You’re someone that I will miss badly since you’re gone
You’re someone that is always there no matter what
You’re someone that I care alot.
You’re someone that I just wanna be with all the time
I’ll sit here, wait for your return. I’ll wait till you come back by my side.
I won’t want you to go.
Because while I’m typing this, you’ll see my heart bleed & my eyes cry.
You’re still my no.1 even if you’re gone.
I love you :)
; stick with you
NOW I WISHED I DIDN'T WENT FOR THE CELEBRATION
NOW I WISHED I COULD TURN BACK TIME
NOW I WISHED IT NEVER EXISTED
NOW I WISHED I WAS DEAD
NOW I WISHED WE WERE STILL THE SAME, NOTHING CHANGED
NOW I WISHED YOU'RE STILL BY MY SIDE ALL THE TIME
NOW I WISHED WE NEVER MET
NOW I WISHED YOU WEREN'T WHO YOU ARE
NOW I WISHED YOU'RE SOMEONE ELSE
NOW I WISHED I COULD TALK TO GOD
NOW I WISHED WE WEREN'T FRIENDS
NOW I WISHED YOU WOULD STILL BE THERE ALL THE TIME
NOW I WISHED I COULD JUST TELL YOU IN THE FACE THAT
i love you):
Thanks to Alvina & buddy for being there (:
stupid birthday ):
; stick with you
Saturday, August 20, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GLYNIS,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!I'm going out soon so it's just a short tiny entry :)
I can't wait to meet them. :D
YAY!
I'll update again when I'm home.
Btw, thanks to all those who wished me!
Love yall! <3
here in my heart,there's a picture of us.
; stick with you
Friday, August 19, 2005
Cos' she's bittersweet & she knocks me off my feet
Uh hello :)
KELLY & WEILIAN is in for the project superstar :) Dearest & I, totally in love with Kelly. Awwwwwww, sweet & pretty.
School was a disaster. Shan't talk about it, it spoils it more. Clique isn't like a clique at all. Conflicts occurs to us all the fucking time, tell me why. What the fuck. Oh well, but I'm glad I've got
Sassy Lauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu &
Chanel Chooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo to rely on. :)
Lessons were ok. I couldn't concentrate at all 'cos I slept at 2 =x Whee! But I'm happy :) I'm fucking fourteen today & I'll be fucking fifteen tomorrow! :D What's so special, anyway? Nothing's special this year. Celebration's on tomorrow! YAY. I'm meeting dearest & my grrls tomorrow first thang in the morning! Gonna go kBox, movies then we're gonna hang around :)
Bestaye's gonna call tonight. Heh I gotta keep my phone & cell with me all the time. Phone calls are open till late night today !
Ally's being very cute this morning. She greeted me & claimed that she wanted to be the first again this year. So cute. & I don't know why I stupidly replied "happy birthday happy birthday" to her. Ok morning madness. & that stupid LEE LI LING stand around & smilelaughsmile. :D
Why do I always pray for someone like you? Every birthday wish, every little prayer I say to God, every little wish-upon-a-star I make, it's always you.
REPLIES!
yile(: } Hello, bloghopping ah? Don't fall down hor :)
chanel } I love you too bestaye! You're the one & only! We're going sing k, don't know who not going hor? So sad for that person leh
HORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR?
I want you for my birthday& I know that dream would remain as a dream that never come true.
; stick with you
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
In your presence, baby
that's where I wanna stay
Hello :) School rawk today, despite the teachers picking on me :\ Hah, bio was uber boring, as usual. Maths was good. After recess was ever better, 3 free periods :D:D:D
Concert was fucking boring & hot. The air-con in the hall makes no difference. Shangari was up on stage with her "modelling". HAHAHA. She's damn cute lah. The whole class yelled & cheered for her. Whee (:
After school, Sass, Bestaye, Qiaos & I went to lunch at cp. Mac's again & I'm very broke. Sass just donated two pathetic five cents - which is ten miserable cents to the glynis fund. HAHA yknow the glynis fund welcomes presents :) HAHA. Met Qiaos friend, Emy :)
THREE MORE EXCITING DAYS TO MY PATHETIC 15TH! YAY YAY YAY!
REPLIES!rachael } YES! Hahaha, we'll talk soon ok. We really really need to. I know you've been busy lahh :) Meawhile, take lotsa care aights! & I love you still <3
chanel } bestaye, ushiomnvuiodhvcuiondohnuihcfuioejnrfuhi(speaks in you-know-what lang) HAHA I had tonsa fun with you & the rest today at school :) Thanks for everything babe :)
lydia } hey prettayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeee! :D
I'll never be good enough for you.never, ever.
; stick with you
Monday, August 15, 2005
As long as the stars shine down from the heavens,
I'll never get over you getting over me.
Hello. Ok I just reached home not long ago & I have to give up the computer to my sister in 15 mins. That's when her dumb hi5 ends =x School was a total shiat. Bloody screwed by some shiat lah. Shan't mention. Talking to theresaaaaaaa now :) That pretty ass! Whee! She's my uoyevoli :) & I know I love her a lot. :D:D:D:D
DEAREST, ARE YOU JEALOUS OR WHAT? I CAN PLAY BBALL ANYTIME I WANT. NOT LIKE SOMEBODYYYYY HOR? :
dearest & I watched the fireworks together last night x)
right, we watched together.. in tv.REPLIES!michelle } I won't wonder where have
we & our laughters, liveliness gone. & I swear I miss you lah hor. Study together again ok :) & our shoppings & movies :D:D:D:D Heh, you're so far yet so near. You always assure me that you're there though you don't appear often! Hahah & silly I'm feeling much better about everything now :) I'm glad lah. Hahah, I know who! My husband lor. :D Jay could be mine. Shh dont tell sarah.
garel } what's with your nick ah. garelvinnlee? Hahha, I know you're jealous lah ok.
chanel } Hahah I love you too bestaye!! You're best of the best man! We only rely on us ok :)
Joey } Thanks for your advices & stuff. <3 love!
; stick with you
Sunday, August 14, 2005
You're my biggest mistake.
On the phone with dearest now x) Lunch at raffles hotel later, & dinner at uncle's place,
AGAIN. Busy day I'll be having today. Oh well.
I rather we both stay as friends now x) I'm happier that way.
At least I've met you before.
I know you wouldn't leave :D
REPLIES!dearest } thanks for everything dearest x) -hugs!
joanna } Yeah ok we'll talk soon yeah? :D love you heaps!
QIAO LIN } thanks x)
JACLYN } Hahah you're the biggest idiot on earth, my dear. :D nevertheless, I love you still xD
BUDDY } Thanks heaps buddy. :D I know that you're always there & I love you! :D -hugs!
ANNE } girlfriend, I don't know what my world would be if I didn't had you & buddy. You're still the girlfriend even if there's a
real girlyfriend in my life ok (: You're always the one :D -hugs tight! <3
; stick with you
Friday, August 12, 2005
Because of you,
I tried my best to forget everything.
No, today's the worst day in the week.
No, nothing was good today.
No, I was fooled.
No, take it like nothing happned.
No, be that way.
No, I regretted what I did & I shouldn't have done it.
No, I'll pretend that I'm fine but I'm not.
No, I'll act like I'm really happy but inside of me I'm crying so hard, no one could see.
No, I'll be the one crying in my room tonight.
No, you no longer care.
No, I've always been that fool.
No, wait or hold? You decide, baby.
I wonder if you really cared.
I wonder if you really mean what you said, sometimes.
):
I feel like crying.
I feel like tearing everything.
I feel like
slashing.I feel like ending everything.
I feel like starting it all over again.
I feel like.. loving you all over again :
I don't know what to do, I'm lost. I know you wouldn't be there anymore.
I'm just.. not myself, suddenly. Sigh ):
if I had the world, I'd give you everything.
; stick with you
Thursday, August 11, 2005
My heart is all yours;
it listens to no one, but you(:
I FUCKING PASSED MY MATHS! It's just a borderline pass, 25/50 & I'm happy about it already. As yknow, I never pass my maths. Hahaha.
Dearest is happily
studying with her friends now (: I wonder if she's really doing it. Hahah shan't doubt her though. No one's home now! :D
DEAREST CALLED THIS MORNING & WE TALKED ABOUT LEE BLAH BLAH! HAHAH, I LOVE HER A LOT YKNOW. (uh, not lee blah blah DEAREST!)
I don't know how long it's gonna take you to get her outta your head,
but I'm here to let you know
I'm waiting, waiting for you.& I'll always be here, here for you.
Is it gonna me just you & I or us?I want you to be happy, no matter what. REPLIES!
joanna } Hahah, i'll tell you online? Heh. (:
BUDDY! } HELLO! Yeah I will. You too ok (: You're still the special sweetheart buddy ok. I miss youuuuuuuuuuuuu! :D -hugs!
DEAREST } um yeh yeh go look for your LEE BLAH BLAH :D
xue* } Hey! You went missing lah. :D Hahah, thanks btw! <3
Joey } Hey thanks yeah. Hahah yeah :D
i twan ti ot eb su dinstea fo just uyo dan i (:i elov uyo.
; stick with you
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Now come home, it's not the same though.
I miss you for so long.
Saturday,060805.Right, towned with bestaye & sassy. Before that, we kBox-ed :) Like finally, after so much of plannings. Hahah, right & we didn't had enough time to sing lah. Hahah, so after that walked to taka. We wanna get clothes for stupid
red &
whitey day. Taka then wisma. Topshop-ed. Bestaye & sassy bought a little. Off to far east, bought a little here & there. :) Home after that.
Dearest accompanied me on the phone <3
Sunday, 070805Total fuckedup day. Went to shop with mom & dad. Zel was there too. I was fucking pissed over some shiat. I feel as though I've got too much restrictions at home 'til I don't feel like coming back at all. Whatever.
Dearest played bball till very late & we didn't talk for the whole day :\Monday, 080805RED & WHITEY DAY. It's another boring BUT hilarious day. Hahah, -looks at shantal. Happily go school with red & white :) Hahah, after some lame message then the fashion parade. Uh huh. Everyone looked good though :) Heh. Funfair after the parade. Didn't really walked around there. Sat around the fitness cornor & watch the rest play bball (:
-looks at shantal. I shall just shut up before I get slapped. :\ School ends at around 11am, reached compass at 11.30pm. Dad came to fetch me then went to look for mom. Lunch-ed & home. Went home & rest for while after that went to the bank. :) & I FINALLY GOT WHAT I WANT.
Can I add that,
dearest simply lovesxz to suan me with ANYTHING?
Esp. !#!#! @$% blah blah.
Tuesday, 090805Spent the whole day at aunt's place. Talked to
dearest for hours x) heh. Uh huh, she went for bbq after that. We agreed on the phone that she'll stop suaning me with !#!#! @$% blah blah & I have to stop complaining about
her oinks. (it's a
stupid but cute sound effect she makes but it's somehow irritating) I rather she do
her oinks then to talk about !#!#! @$% blah blah. Watched the NDP, dinner at serangoon gardens, home :) Texted
dearest & she didn't reply suddenly. I supposed her dad took the phone away if not, she fell asleep :\ Silly.
Morning,
they suggested something that I thought I might as well do it.
Fuck.
REPLIES!(x DEAREST } agree with me or not, you're gay what. You wanna go PB with !#!#! @$% right? hee.
RYL } Yeah sure, no problem yeah? I'm always here! -hugs! <3
joanna } Hey thanks! :) YES OUT SOON! Heh.
Natasha } I saw you in your tiny white tee & jeans! Hahaha pretty darlllllllllll! I miss you!
PEARLENE(: } Happy red & whitey day to you too :)
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sit lal ebecaus.. I wlov uyo :)
; stick with you
Friday, August 05, 2005
You're the bestest friend I'd ever have.
I won't ever ever leave you.
Love you hella lots, bestaye (:
I'm dead tired today, yes I am. Talked to dearest on the phone till around 1.30am last night. & I didn't wanna hang 'cos I was worried about her, I don't know what she's gonna do after I hang up. Silly (x
I enjoy talking to her & I'm starting to miss her, her craps & nonsense & her sweet, gentle & soft voice! We're gonna talk again today!
Alright,
I'm frikkin' happy today (: School was perfect. I screwed my Lit paper though. I didn't had enough time to finish, fook. I've got so much to say about Miss Barnes!! Ugh nvm shan't bother it's over.
I got 25.5/50 for chinese paper! I'm happy enough & Mdm Zhang said that she didn't expect me to get so high. Hahah! YAY FOR ME. Art was productive, everyone gave mostly good comments! & Miss Teh told Miss Sek that we did well, this few days been good & we handed up the work punctually (: YAY
& my birthday is nearing, in 15 days! Hahah alright english was ok, not as boring. Did grammer worksheet & taught Tricia & Janet how to speak in F language. Hahha, Tricia keep saying 'you look like monkey' in F. She says it to everyone she see, righttt.
So after school we went to celebrate the happiest day of the week. Hahah, cabbed to compass with Nette, Sass, Bestaye & Qiaos to have lunch.
I saw the Charles & Keith sharp-pointed heels. It's gorgeous! I'm gonna make it mine! x) then off to bestaye's place for movies. Watched The Notebook while messaging
dearest x)After that, went home with Nette. I cannot stand her. Her level of retarded-ness is getting high & higher & it's getting nowhere. Goodness me, she need a doctor please. Stupid little girl, she thinks that her english is so WHAO, so SLANG. Hahha, <3
This is what bestaye texted me just now (:
Hey bestie, I just read your blog & oh my god I feel like crying. HAHA. I realised how much our friendship mean to me. :) we do so much fun shit together. & no one can replace my one & only bestie always. I love you oh so much & I would never wanna trade our friendship for anything. You mean hell lot to me man. mwahh. :) please don't ever leave me or quarrel k? anything we don't like about each other, tell. i love you. :) & promise me that we will share all secrets, no matter what. remember, I'm always here for you. :)
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Bestaye, I've got the best of you & you got the best of me babe. Our friendship is like a a very stretchable(?) rubber band. We pulled, on the verge of spilting but we got them back together. No matter what happens, you got me & I've got you. I'll walk any tough path in life with you, as long as you're willing to. You mean like a lot to me & I just don't show, don't tell. You always make the dull clouds go away, make the rainbow appear :) I'm contented to have you & the clique. Even though the clique ain't the ideal kinda clique, but I love still <3 When things ain't right, I'll be there to put them right again ok (: yknow I've always love you! :D -hugs!
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REPLIES!Natasha } Hahah, when I have sucha darling like you, so retarded, there goes me. (:
ROLROL! } ROL I MISS YOU ): Yep, I hope everything's ok for you yeah. -hugs tight! Out soon!<3
QIAOLIN } I know you simply love the bean dance! Hahah how retarded can we get. Awww.
You never fail to make me smile (:
; stick with you
Thursday, August 04, 2005
You're giving her away, yknow.
Why didn't you cherish her?
School's been fine (: Last paper for muaaaaaaa tmr -smiles wideee :D YAY FOR ME. Maths paper was alright, I got stucked at the last second question. Hah, but tried & just nice time's up. After that was maths, then recess. I swear I have the bestest, craziest, maddiest(spell?), nonsensical-est bestaye ever but yknow I love her a lot still. The both of us keep ranting in class. She keep saying, I love * & Edison Chen! & I keep saying I so love Kevin! He's my love <3 So HOT! Yeah retardedness goes around aye. We saw Mrs Lim in the hall with the Os student. & it's damn funny. She was wearing this black & white leopard-like blouse? Hahah & i said it look cool. So she was like acting retarded totally. Ask me to get the same tee , skirt & pink flowery slippers. & she asked me to go up to her and say this - "hello TWINEEE! How are you today TWINEEE? I'm the same yknow TWINEEEE!" & her TWINNEEE is that kind, REAL high pitch kind. Yeah you can die. Thats not the only thing that mademe go gaga laughing like mad today. There's more.
So after recess was Miss Sek's lesson all the way, nothing much but I just keep leaving her alone & pretended to be sad. Hahah, damn retarded.
After school, went locker & all. Guess what bestaye did? Acted like MR BEAN & COURTNEY. & she start to like dance like her & we all follow. Hahah, lame ass. Ok then cabbed down with compass with Qiaos, Shyan & bestaye. We simply just laughed the whole time. Lunched at food court us with Jayshree & gang. We were all talking crap, anyhow mix stuff & dared each other to drink. Hahha, I poured this whole bowl of soya sauce with very little red chilli. Then added a lot of chilli. Bestaye dared me, I did & my lips are like burning at that time. Bestaye again dared Jayshree & gang. Alex Jayshree & Sarah.F was ok. Hahah, only me & qiaos. Hahah! & I saw beloved with her bf! <3
Cold Storage-d! (: Heh, we spent an hour there deciding whether to buy the cheesecake or not. Hahha we bought it in the end. Saw * & her friend there, I'm feeling the pain for her yknow. I don't know why. Like so sad lah. Ok shh dont talk about it now. After buying went to compass height to eat. Home after that (:
Qiaos told me what happened. I don't know why but I feel the pain. Sigh I can't do anything but to pray (:
replies!buddy } I KNOW! I KNOW YOU LOVE A LOT, MORE THAN I LOVE YOU! Heh, we're supposed to go on buddy's date & someone just rejected me )x You're so mean lah. Haha I SHOCKED YOU TODAY :D MY birthday's coming yknow!!!
aLex } Hahah I'll relink you again. YELLOW HIGHLIGHTER! Hahah
Joey } Hey thanks yeah (: May God be with you too <3
ANNE GIRLFRIEND } TSK! Stupid girlfriend :\ When's our date!? Let's play manjiong(spell?), stayover have movie marthorn(spell?)! Heh, I heart you a lot girlfriend :)
Out of reach, I never had your heart.We were never meant to be.
; stick with you
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
It's in your mind, it's in your eyes,
So it's goodbye again.
Ok I guess I'll make a quick one, I wanna watch manhunt! i heart kevin peake <3
I'm so gonna pass bio & get zero for chem. Hahah 'cos I didn't really study & I really don't know how to do. I love girlfriend's glasses so much! She's making me jealous. Tsk, stupid girlfriend. It's red, black & white. My blog's colour! :D But nvm i still heart her. Stupid girlfriend you better share with me. Sharing is caring. ((:
replies!natasha } hahah, welcome dearest. so polite uh? hahaha, i know youre just jealous that ive got a lovelier blog than you do. :))))) dont be ok, -hugs. Btw, remember to pray hard for me as I will pray harder for you ok. Luck for your papers tmr :) <3
jocelyn } excuse me, im the one who is so unlucky to bump into you all the time, I say
all the time. Hahha, <3s you too! Luck for your papers tmr.
Do you understand I'm in love with you? <3
; stick with you
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
I'VE CHANGED THE WHOLE THING. I'M GONNA USE HALOSCAN, SO COMMENT THERE (:THANK YOU :DLEAVE A NOT YEAH (:
; stick with you
My forehead doesn't say doormat, I hope.
Yeah but to you, I have always been one.
I never thought I would hate
you, & it's
you.I don't wish to bother anymore. Ugh school's been okay, I think. Four more papers to go & I'm done.
New template up! (: Thanks a million to tingshan, she helped a lot! :D
Tmr's bio & chem. Damn!
I need to vent my anger right away.
you're not the best friend I knew, goodbye.Lord, I wanna spend eternity with you :D
; stick with you
